Thursday, July 10, 2008

.. Betcha love can make it better

True story: Distance is killer.

I'm new to this relationship game. And while there has never been an explicit "we are dating exclusively" statement or conversation, there have been "I consider you my girlfriend" and "there aren't any other girls". I still don't know how to handle all of this. And being in different states is just.. Weird. Once I'm in a different time zone.... Who knows what will happen. Poor timing on both our parts.

That being said, I have trust issues. Particularly with the male gender. And other people I am extremely close with. I have been betrayed before by two of my best friends for petty, stupid, high school/immature reasons. In retrospect, if I had less of a temper and less pride, I could have brushed it all off after giving it time to boil over. BUT, for whatever reason, that is not my nature. I have come to accept it. And people around me just seem to know not to push me over the edge. I give my trust easily, but give me one miniscule reason to give up that trust, and it's overrrr.

Totally different note, driving in the city is getting out of hand. My road rage/aggressive driving will get the best of me some day soon.

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